The day I lost my DRIVING LICENSE

So yesterday i lost my license.That i got on the first day of the month of May.Yes i remember the date and that is how much it meant to me.And i was devastated to find out that i lost my license.I don't lose important things.No one should either.

Yea so this is how i managed to lose it.I drove to juhu from malad and came back home with the license in my pocket.It was still there in my pocket.I carried on with the day like i usually would but the license was still in my pocket.I didn't remove it.A few guys came over from the bank,signed a few papers.The license still in my pocket (i believed).Drove to my first school to collect a few documents.License still in my pocket.So i believed.Removed cash from my pocket at the canteen.But didn't suspect the license was no longer there.Removed my phone from my pocket while driving.Reached my building and finally felt my license was no longer there.

I rushed home.Infromed my dad that my license was no longer with me.He was damn chilled out.Well my mom on the other hand got furious.She was wild.Her temper was growing like a volcano which could erupt any moment and cause destruction.I bet when she reads it she would think that i portray her as a villain.But that is how she was.

I rushed down to my car.Searched it like a beggar searching for edible food from trash cans.From the glove box to the mats.Infact my sister even searched under the car.But we couldn't find it.My mom suspected that i must have dropped it while removing cash.So i headed for the school.I even looked around where the car was parked thinking i must have dropped it while removing the car keys from my pocket.I stuff too many things in my pockets!Well i went inside and i wasn't lucky enough.Neither did they find the license near the canteen nor the admin office.I left my number with them hoping they would call me up if they found it in the premises.

I returned home upset.Wondering how could i lose something that important.I wasn't sure if i had a copy of it so that i could apply for a duplicate license.I was a mess.I was stressed out.I told my mom that they didn't find it.And she was annoyed at me for being reckless.Now like every typical mom she started proving how i am good for nothing and how losing the license was a sin that i committed.

To my dismay,for lunch we had chawli (black eyed peas).I am not a fan.And because of this whole fiasco i couldnt ask for something better.I sat there staring at my plate thinking "why do i have to eat this?"And across me sat my mother smirking at me.Now there are people who look amazing while smirking.But her, NO.Her smirk indicated all the anger that was breeding inside her.And her eyes screamed eat this you won't get anything else after what you have done as if she could read my mind.I had no other option than to eat it.

I got up from the table silently.I had just eaten the roti and not the chawli.The chawli floated in the bowl unattended.Till now i had no clue where my license could be.I was confused.I had to leave for college.And just yesterday my mom decided to drop me to college.No other day when our equation is normal does she offer.We didn't talk much through out the 40 min drive.

I still had no idea where it was but i couldn't be upset over it all day long.Being at college just changed my mood altogether.

I came back home.I was happy to find out that we had a scanned copy of the license and we could go ahead with the procedure.I wasn't as stressed out anymore.My sister suggested that i check between the sofas.I still had hope that i could find it.But there was nothing.I just let go of it.I had no hope left anymore.

This morning i was searching for a card to book a room in Marriott for my birthday in my moms room.And in her wardrobe was my license staring at me.I was ecstatic.I questioned my mom like what was it doing in her wardrobe.She found it between the sofa like my sister suggested earlier.

Hope you had a good read.

What's happening!

The stress is real.Its slapping me in the face while I am sitting here and thinking its just a pat.

My exams never seem to end.They started on 19th April seemed to end last week.But when I woke up this morning reality seemed to hit me in the face.Exams freaking start again on 5th June.

This schedule is seemingly worse than a levels.Its slow torture that I have to bear.

On 19th April I started appearing for the certification papers of actuarial society UK.Manageable.On 5th may exams for the Indian society began.Tolerable.June 5th freaking semesters.I am losing it.

It's dreadful giving 2 subjects twice in a matter of hardly 10 days.Even more dreadful to study for 2 more subjects for your semesters that you didn't bother to study earlier,well,because it's semesters who cares,certification matters more.

I am aware most of you guys won't understand what I am blabbering.But please pretend to sympathise with my situation. 

They say actuarial science is a tricky subject to study.I say it's only tricky because we as students lose our minds studying throughout the year and never get a break.

I don't remember the last time I had the entire day to myself. Well I actually do.Yesterday.But you get the point.It was before I realised exams start again. 

And it just doesn't end after semesters.Certification exams again start in September with semesters ending in December.

So this morning I tried to start with the two subjects I hadn't studied.Namely economics and finance.Half an hour through reading the economics text book switched over to statistics because it's easier and I know shit in it.Just some kind of self confidence you get when you know everything in a paper.It goes pretty smooth.A 3 hour paper finished in 1.5 hours my confidence with the subject reaches to a whole other level. 

But I promised to myself that I would study economics tomorrow as a fresh beginning but I know I will procrastinate it till the end. 

I don't get the why expand on one simple point.Just beat around the bush to make your answer look big.Being a science student I only know how to stick to the point.Even during thinking skills we were told to write but apparently my brain is very stupid to understand that simple logic.And all you hsc and isc peeps laugh it out.Yes we had a subject called thinking skills.Go on.Its so funny.

But I guess that's it for today.I have to go study again!Study break is over.

New Year Resolutions

It's nearly the end of 2014 and another year gone by fast.To all those people who think that,didn't you all get stuck in traffic at Andheri? Hehehehe #sorrynotsorry.

But with the year end many new year resolutions will be made.But how many of them will actually be followed?Just a few.I remember,during my 8th grade I had made ridiculous resolutions,for the sake of making them,one of them was "I will study for my checkpoint",Well I didn't. A few years later I decided I won't eat junk.Well even that went down the drain.And this year I am deciding that I will do some form of exercise.We all know how that will turn out.1 week I'll walk/jog/cycle and then just stop.

I am not saying people don't follow follow their new year resolutions,those who do kudos to you!But people make unrealistic resolutions.And even if they are realistic,you need tremendous will power.

New Year Resolutions are by far the most over rated thing.Like it's a promise to yourself,right?Why would you wait for a specific day to do it?I understand the concept of "a new year,a new beginning,a new you" but if you really want to change something about your life,why wait?If something needs to be under control,do it right now.Resolutions are just an excuse to extend the change instead of taking charge that minute.

And i am not cribbing over it because I can't keep up with them.That is a flaw in me and I accept it.But again I am not dissing the one's who do follow them!

Anyway,Happy New Year to all the readers in advance!Have a great year.

Teenager Issues

Being teenagers,there are some typical silly things that I do.I hope I am not the only one.All of us would do some or the other thing sometime in our life,

1)Procrastinate:I can't say that only teenagers do this.All of us do.Since its diwali,we got a week off with shit load of assignments and I know it I am not going to even start doing it till I know it's an emergency.It isn't even an adrenaline rush but being on time is too mainstream.

2)Obsess: I obsess a lot.My current obsession include youtubers.If a person tells me they think youtubers are boring/immature be ready to face my wrath.Nah just kidding I am an unicorn (whaddup superwoman reference) ( double reference) :O But this is my reaction to them.

3)Worry:So every night before I fall asleep I think of false situations that I know wont ever happen.But who cares lets just assume it will happen and depress the shit out of myself and then plug onto some more depressing music.I know that worrying over nothing is not going to get me anything.It is just ruining the next few days for myself.I am aware of what this is doing to myself but I still do it.

4) Scavenge Hunt:So everytime I feel bored I randomly walk into the kitchen and hunt for food to eat.Why? Because swag.But seriously I am not sure anymore I do that because I am genuinely hungry or it's because of boredom.And if I dont get anything to eat i'll walk in 100 other times open the same drawers and still not find anything.I know nothing was gonna pop up magically anyway.

5)Eat the same thing:So everyday during our college breaks we go out to eat.I call out for the menu card and think,ok lets try something new and yummy.But no I will order the exact same thing everyday.Even the guy knows what is gonna be my order.And if i ever walk into a chineese restaurant i need kung pao potatoes.Without them I cant digest my food.I know I should be trying new things in life but there are a few things that are to hard to give up.

6) Changing relationships: I am shocked by the number of people I have stopped talking to and started talking to you in the past one year!From being for each other all the time to being strangers,it freaks me out now!Not that I don't want to be involved in their lives but circumstances don't workout.And when you can confide in people who you have known for only 3 months rather than in those who mattered to you.

7)Fan-girl:I recently went for the ddlj screening at Maratha Mandir and saw Shah Rukh Khan.Well I cried looking at him up close to me.I never knew I was such a huge fan till that day!And I would laugh and tell my sister like bro why do these people cry seeing one direction (while watching one direction movies).Apart from that we simply go gaga over celebrities.

PS:I had started writing this in my diwali vacations,posting it in my christmas vacations!(wohooo procrastination)

Yea I just blogged!

Hey everyone!It's me Jahnvi. 17.From Mumbai.

The only reason I am blogging is:
1)I am bored and i need something interesting to do!
2)I am Indian!Indian moms have something against youtube (vlogs).When they are more personal."No.No.You can't upload a video of yourself." (I hope it happens with most of us with over protective parents!I just generalized it with the Indian part)
I am just like whattttttttttt!Why not??

So here i am writing my first blog!I don't have any idea of what it will be about!Just random stuff popping up on my mind.Unlike most of my friends who started blogging when they had an idea of what to write about!

So yea my vacations are on right now before university starts.And what do i do?I simply spend my time at Starbucks!It is high time.My parents should totally make an alliance with TATA.Every evening i am sitting there on my "usual" table with a different friend.The people working there know me!Also my friends and I are known for creating a mess!Talking out loud!Laughing like we have ran away from a mental asylum!YES THAT IS WHAT WE ARE!WE ARE MANIACS!Who i love so much!And it doesn't matter to me apart from the time when people give us looks like "Your generation needs help".Like seriously!You never hung out when you were teenagers!If yes then your childhood was a waste!I repeat your childhood was a waste!Obviously you didn't have Starbucks or any malls to hang out in!Not much of movies to go to!But we do have these facilities.And we are going to use it!Live with it!

Another thing i am doing during these vacations!Watching tonnes of movies!Yes I am a movie buff.If it's a rom-com or a chick flick you have me!If anyone asks me "what are you doing?"I'll just answer it with some movie which involves falling in love!I cry buckets during the heartbreak part!But i love those movies anyway!Why can't the directors make a movie where everyone is in love and there is no conflict involved!Wouldn't that be something good!Love Love everywhere!I guess this part yells it out Romedy Now is my favorite channel!

So i guess that's it for now!I have no idea how should i end it too!Are first blogs supposed to be just as weird??I don't know!If you are reading this and can relate to it!Comment and let me know!If your first blog was just as random too!Thank you!I love you!I am not the only one who is weird!Okay i don't know what now!I guess i have to say bye!So Byeee!