The stress is real.Its slapping me in the face while I am sitting here and thinking its just a pat.
My exams never seem to end.They started on 19th April seemed to end last week.But when I woke up this morning reality seemed to hit me in the face.Exams freaking start again on 5th June.
This schedule is seemingly worse than a levels.Its slow torture that I have to bear.
On 19th April I started appearing for the certification papers of actuarial society UK.Manageable.On 5th may exams for the Indian society began.Tolerable.June 5th freaking semesters.I am losing it.
It's dreadful giving 2 subjects twice in a matter of hardly 10 days.Even more dreadful to study for 2 more subjects for your semesters that you didn't bother to study earlier,well,because it's semesters who cares,certification matters more.
I am aware most of you guys won't understand what I am blabbering.But please pretend to sympathise with my situation.
They say actuarial science is a tricky subject to study.I say it's only tricky because we as students lose our minds studying throughout the year and never get a break.
I don't remember the last time I had the entire day to myself. Well I actually do.Yesterday.But you get the point.It was before I realised exams start again.
And it just doesn't end after semesters.Certification exams again start in September with semesters ending in December.
So this morning I tried to start with the two subjects I hadn't studied.Namely economics and finance.Half an hour through reading the economics text book switched over to statistics because it's easier and I know shit in it.Just some kind of self confidence you get when you know everything in a paper.It goes pretty smooth.A 3 hour paper finished in 1.5 hours my confidence with the subject reaches to a whole other level.
But I promised to myself that I would study economics tomorrow as a fresh beginning but I know I will procrastinate it till the end.
I don't get the why expand on one simple point.Just beat around the bush to make your answer look big.Being a science student I only know how to stick to the point.Even during thinking skills we were told to write but apparently my brain is very stupid to understand that simple logic.And all you hsc and isc peeps laugh it out.Yes we had a subject called thinking skills.Go on.Its so funny.
But I guess that's it for today.I have to go study again!Study break is over.
My exams never seem to end.They started on 19th April seemed to end last week.But when I woke up this morning reality seemed to hit me in the face.Exams freaking start again on 5th June.
This schedule is seemingly worse than a levels.Its slow torture that I have to bear.
On 19th April I started appearing for the certification papers of actuarial society UK.Manageable.On 5th may exams for the Indian society began.Tolerable.June 5th freaking semesters.I am losing it.
It's dreadful giving 2 subjects twice in a matter of hardly 10 days.Even more dreadful to study for 2 more subjects for your semesters that you didn't bother to study earlier,well,because it's semesters who cares,certification matters more.
I am aware most of you guys won't understand what I am blabbering.But please pretend to sympathise with my situation.
They say actuarial science is a tricky subject to study.I say it's only tricky because we as students lose our minds studying throughout the year and never get a break.
I don't remember the last time I had the entire day to myself. Well I actually do.Yesterday.But you get the point.It was before I realised exams start again.
And it just doesn't end after semesters.Certification exams again start in September with semesters ending in December.
So this morning I tried to start with the two subjects I hadn't studied.Namely economics and finance.Half an hour through reading the economics text book switched over to statistics because it's easier and I know shit in it.Just some kind of self confidence you get when you know everything in a paper.It goes pretty smooth.A 3 hour paper finished in 1.5 hours my confidence with the subject reaches to a whole other level.
But I promised to myself that I would study economics tomorrow as a fresh beginning but I know I will procrastinate it till the end.
I don't get the why expand on one simple point.Just beat around the bush to make your answer look big.Being a science student I only know how to stick to the point.Even during thinking skills we were told to write but apparently my brain is very stupid to understand that simple logic.And all you hsc and isc peeps laugh it out.Yes we had a subject called thinking skills.Go on.Its so funny.
But I guess that's it for today.I have to go study again!Study break is over.
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